Just keep on keepin’ on, one day at a time. In
this, AA has it spot on. As the astro peak points come and go (the Grand Cardinal
Cross of last week), it’s easy to miss the deeper currents in the larger perspective
playing out. What’s unfolding on our Earth is enormously grand to grasp - the
workings and turnings of the Universe at large - along with everything in it. That’s really big.
As before, though it’s never let up, the times
are indeed a’ changing. Within my life, this is certainly so. With so many personal
themes or aspects highlighted these days, all primary elements in my life (relationship,
career, money, domestic concerns) all are amidst significantly extensive rewrites
now – and genuinely needing to, thank you very much.
These particular themes head the list, though
thank goodness, my body and health are well. I am blessed in this way. But the
other stuff really really needs to shift, evolve and upgrade. Please! And yet, like everyone else I
know, the intensity of living in 2014 adds the special X Factor whammy to the
mix. As always, keeping centered,
balanced and clear is a full time job.
It’s how we surf and swim in the waves that
defines us now. How we navigate the learning curve moments not only impacts and
affects what happens in life but more important, how we experience ourselves as
it does. Not just a pithy ‘half full or half empty’ cliché but to be sure, your
attitude is everything. We see what
we look for, receive what we give and get what we already are. To change the
outside takes doing so on the inside first.
The ‘blessings of the Goddess’ bit from the last
blog comes from having (mind you, out of sheer necessity), been trained and
groomed to let go from trying to always make my life go the way I want. Over
time, I’ve developed my feminine awareness of receiving the moment instead of
front loading it all from my force of will. It’s a subtle yet infinite shift in
living my life. Especially for a man.
About 20 yrs ago, I was confronted with the daunting
task of getting what I dearly wanted. The hard part and ongoing price required
has been transforming everything that’s ever stood in my way of getting it. Relentlessly.
My male programing had been hardwired into a very funky, old paradigm mainframe,
rooted in an ancient fight-or-flight mentality. Sometimes it’s been in a
fight-or-fight one too. Just like a lot of guys, I might add.
The way-of-the-warrior is one I remember. It
was necessary and needed and served me well at the time. However now, the landscape
has changed, though the patterns still linger. It’s a whole new ballgame these
days, with so much in tremendous flux. Speaking of which, I find myself couch
surfing in NYC, going on 2yrs now. Beyond my wildest imagination, it amazes me
I’ve lasted here so long.
Backstory: I was told in ‘07 I’d be ‘without a
home’ for the next 7 yrs. Not dumpster diving but always in other people’s
spaces. This element has added a certain, how to say … ongoing opportunity to become even more
fluid, more transparent, more grounded and anchored and ever self-aware. I’ve
had to learn to get along with others, rockin’ in this big city without an
oasis of having a home to call my own.
Us cave types really need this sanctuary space,
believe me. And yet, as with cosmic fusion, the pressure applied creates a very
new life form or molecule or consciousness. And in this time of such profound global
change, indeed down to our molecular levels, the ability to get out of the way
of oncoming traffic and incoming energies, will determine how smooth and graceful
your ride is.
Thank You & Love To Us All ~
PS I invite you to share these posts with
anyone you feel would benefit and if you feel inspired, to write your feedback insights
through the ‘Comment’ key on this blog. Also, please check out my work, Heart
Tantra - The Attunement Session - on my web site heartantra.com. I offer
in-person sessions here in the NYC area and absentee or long-distance work if
you don't. Always Blessings On
Your Way!
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