This one is a master’s path, through and through. Living by radical
and relentless Trust surely qualifies, wouldn’t you say? Put another way – you gotta
be completely out of your frikkin’ mind, totally nuts, to live in Faith and Trust
alone. To think such a thing! The crazy twist is (as oxymoron's go), the eternal
support, force and grace of the Universe is most alive when you let go of your personal
control. Or need for it, anyway. This is the real deal, big time, Soul-chip you
gotta place upon the table, on the spinning wheel of your life.
You have to admit, to put your total faith in trusting in Grace is
pretty far out. And this the Beloved always
loves – to act this way, each and every day. In meditation I once I received:
the language of the Beloved is Trust, the dialect the angels love to hear is spoken
when living in Faith. This is clearly heard and lived when you not only believe
it but know this is so. As I last wrote,
this lesson has been a real steep learning curve in my life. As God can only catch
you when you jump, I’ve had a lot of leaping to do. Thankfully. It always beat staying where
I was.
The Divine of each of us, always alive in our lives, functions best
without our resistance. Like duh! And yet – like a prize fighter giving up his very best punch,
say his left jab, to now enter each moment absent of his primary, offensive
weapon takes … well, you guessed it – a fool. Cuz you better believe he’s gonna
get his ass whooped without it, more often than not. Up until now. In this, the Divine design
is so perversely perfect, it’s stunning in its simplicity. Simply staggering,
you’ll see ...
To be asked, no required, to give up and release, to transform
(by healing), all that’s been painfully accrued over so many difficult lifetimes
here in Earth School, over the harsh eons of time, is beyond overwhelming. This,
however, is 100% necessary to now enter the living field of Trust. This hocuspokus
indeed took a mastermind to conceive. Who could come up with such a plan? To willingly
and courageously disregard all hard-earned experience to the contrary to now
step into the embrace of Grace, is so dastardly yet so profound, it blows my
mind. Seriously.
To turn our backs on knowing we were never really ever safe from probable persecution, from the fatal hand
and crushing control of the religious authorities at the time - all primarily men in power, would be an act of abject insanity. Nothing less! All you need do
is look towards the middle-east with their still barbaric traditions of castration
and fucked up retribution towards women to get an idea of what’s being going on
throughout history on this planet. You don’t have to be especially intelligent
in your observations, just open your eyes.
To always feel that being empowered in your passionate
connection with your Sacred was a threat to those in control (remember Sex = Sin?), has become
imprinted and seared into your very DNA, way down deep into the lineage embedded
in your bones. For me to give up my long established dis-Trust of the world at large, to
suddenly learn to live from (and in) my open Heartspace has been a near
impossible task, let me say. And yet, to embody my Sacred, here & now, nothing
less will do …
As with every one of us, the inner promptings originating from
our higher knowing, the voice of our Souls, has to become our true GPS guides
now. Do you really need another astrological reading or channeling of
counseling session to know what you’re supposed to do with your life? How much longer
do you need before you realize YOU’RE IT
- YOU ARE GOD IN YOUR LIFE – LIVING AS YOU! I sure hope by now you’ve come
up with similar understandings, don’t you?
To do this, I’ve had to further integrate my insights and
downloads into the working fabric of my daily life. Honestly, there’s no way I
can do what I do as a healing facilitator, if it’s just Keith doing the work. Impossible
– it’s through me, not from me does the cosmic mojo flow. The energetic, consciousness
pathways have only opened up as I’ve learned to greatly get out of the way. Over
the years, this has always played out with anyone else I’ve ever worked with as
well.
My Fool’s Gold I’ve only found when it was my Sacred doing the finding.
It came upon Itself, through me, suddenly after so long searching. How to explain?
All the shamanic and alchemical rituals were the ways humans developed to
steadily dissolve and peel away the layers of the ‘not Self.’ If you know your
history and mystery school traditions, you know it was some seriously rough
going passing successfully through those old-time initiations. No way did everyone
made it through alive.
Like the lone boxer in the ring, in the deep indigenous practices
of awakening, you had to prove you belonged by being pushed even closer to
death and coming out more alive. Rebirth is the key. This is an eternal theme in humanity - Death/Rebirth
- playing out in many earlier cultures, over many centuries, way before Jesus
got a hold of it. However we lay down our primal fears, insecurities and need
to stay protected, I sense this act of Trust will only increase in times to come.
So it only makes sense that this is so nowadays, for me, living in
NYC. Thank goodness those warrior tests have landed me here, in much more
civilized surroundings. Please know, I live a charmed life but it wasn’t always
so. I was heavily awashed in my woundology, carrying an awful lot into this life to heal. Like the rest of us, I had absolutely
no clues or tools or support systems to know how to deal with any of it. (Sound
familiar anyone?!) My awakening has come out of sheer necessity, believe me.
… to be continued …
Thank
You & Love To Us All ~
PS I invite you to share these posts with anyone you feel would benefit and if
you feel inspired, to write your feedback insights through the ‘Comment’ key on
this blog. Also, please check out my work, Heart Tantra - The Attunement
Session - on my web site heartantra.com. I offer in-person sessions here in the
NYC area and absentee or long-distance work if you don't. Always
Blessings On Your Way, Keith
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